Hi!
It's me...
Again.
I need this void again
This hall of space
Filled by the echoing piano
And free thoughts.
Everytime I return here I have been charged by
A mix of clarity and negative emotions
That needs discharge
This time around it's the emptiness in seeing
Little and sometimes no purpose in my daily actions
I've lived my life after my own code of honor
Actions that directly leads to another mans/(or womans)
sadness or anger is prohibited
Its part of a cleansing-method I came up with
As a 13 year old. Absorbing negativity to free
Everyone else from it.
It's taking it's toll though
And it's starting to feel very lonely
I've realised lately that my natural way of
Blending to the cause most probably have made
People wonder who I am or just found me strange
For not showing what I stand for.
This ofcourse leads to the natural rejection
Of things unknown