maze mind

torn asunder this ancient place
in order to find some peace
in the mind the endless maze
a prison with no release

all before became
the now the then the later
repeating it's all the same
the allie became the traitor

for a maze's design
is built by the mind
and as the divine
we will never see behind.

we will stand stunned
at it's complex structure
all distances runned
legs not wall rupture

so we lay to rest
as bones in a maze
an outcarved chest
a sighting in haze

the mark where we were
helps the next man
clarity from blur
out of the maze he ran.

thought-storm

i try I try I try
but it's always a constant fail
I die I die I die
facing I'm just too frail

for how can I save, those that I want
when Im a constant slave, of the "can't can't can't"

i've felt a line
that I can't want to cross
A barrier of mine,
to never be your loss.

what I say I live for is true.

keep sleepin my love.

How to understand bullshitters and how to carry on.

People who say negative things to you that isnt constructive criticism, or say negative things about you amongst others without giving you a chance to understand what to improve before being judged are really just saying

"we are jealous, and we lack the knowledge to comprehend why you are succeding where we are not and we dare not ask because that would make us seem less strong than what we make people believe we are".

People like this are to be ignored, because you will never benefit from having them around you. Focus on yourself, Focus on getting forward, Focus on what you want to do and don't worry, never worry. For things will work out one way or another, the worst thing that could happen is that you'll die, and that will happen anyway so calm down, relax, feel the posibility in having a choice and let yourself dream.

If there's a voice in your head saying "you dont have what it takes" tell that voice to shut the fuck up and follow the dream anyway. This is one of many guidelines to being free. And it's free of charge, from me, to you.

(I do know that it isnt this easy if you've really been beat down to a certain degree, but if I got your hopes up, then it is working, and it has had some positive effect)

Once you have achieved the self-asteem and begun to realise the dream, that's when you will have energy enough to confront and find out why people are stuck in an imaginary competition about being the most popular. If you spend life trying to find what others like most, then where does that leave your self?

I hope you have learned something, until next time, I'm off trying my wings on every single dream I've ever had. If everything falls apart, atleast I am best att failing ;P. Ciao!

HeartKey

"HeartKey"

Setting

...

Growing chains

Screaming a chaos in a world of gray

as skin gets ripped by chains

teeth are lost in the endless dismay

as blood on my feet rains.

Another step another pull another fight of life

Frentic feet never stops, drops paints pictures of strife

a burden so heavy dragged in the dirt

leaves a trail no one will see

a marked ground from now till birth

tells the true story about me.

Kill me insane.

Oh the pain, as you kill me insane

From birds the feathers flock

You slaughter my brain, with the energy you drain

Bittering the shallow rock

Murderous fire from the eternal choir

singing invain from a chain

help us help us

as they scream in fire

Relentlessly dragging the chain.

Song Update

Here's an update of the song I made for my friend that died earlier this year.

Give it a listen

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qA6ysbnRO1w

The game of games

After a while of yatzy