Self-Sculpting-Update

The selfsculpting is going nicely, improving methods and diet every day.

I'll post a new update in a year or so.

You whimpy piece of shit.

When it feels like it's all going to hell, clench your fist, and punch hell in the face, you whimpy peace of shit.

Fuck this.

PG-36

Work I did for an album-cover

A Minds Black Hole

You weaken their soul

With one intention

To seem helpful is the goal

A devil's invention

In words you are kind

In actions you are not

Searching to find

just the right spot

To get revenge on the past

A vengeance, buried deep

You must reach it fast

To finally sleep

You've forced yourself to forget

Lost the source of your grief

In that your fate is set

A path without relief

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A Night Of Nowhere - Prologue-Poems for Chapter 1

On a dark shore of silence

The waves came rolling in

A calm in absence of violence

Is where our story begin

In the soil of creation

The seed of thought is planted

In the midst of this location

A pathway to heaven is granted

Random Fiend-Fighting

The pavement is splattered in screams and silence

The Bloodstain patterns from fiends and violence

Broke my wrist as I clenched my fist

For a thundering strike at it's heart

Our screams echo amidst the mist

As the lifeless fell apart

Two Stories

What you think you know is wrong

As your facts are based on lies

Told by someone considered strong

to question, no one tries

It's a fight for belief

for some this means it all

they will only get relief

if their victims fall

Every rebounding attack

Two-stepped strikes

aim to get a crack

a demise, a loss and the likes

Aggressiveness comes from the depth

To never be heard as young

So through this I know you whept

a counter would be wrong

If the lies of the liar are believed

And thus widely accepted

then I shall be relieved

For my believes have been corrected

I have no place

where lies spoken in power are truth

My world is different

Truth prevails, if seen like fails

For my principles 

are strong enough to kill me

Raft

Escaped the boat,
still afloat as the raft of unknowing saves you.

Stay in the sun, don't dig deep, for the truth in thoughs begrave you.

Trust the man, who swam too deep.

Cozy

Starting to look cozy

Project 1 - Preview

So I've secretly been working on a game for about a year now

Starting to get a hang of how to get the enviroments to feel the right way

Screenshot from the UDK-view
(The fog is not working properly in reflection yet, so for this shot it was turned off)

Worth noting, all the elements, Grass, Water, Fog is animated

More posts to come when something happens

Weight of the world

The weight of the unquestioned rumours

The weight of the lies we've told

The weight of what we think is expected

The weight of friends going cold.

The weight of vengeance

The weight of hate

The weight of the unknown,

The silent debate.

Life reversed

We lose our body to transfer our soul into a new body. But when our body loses it's soul, will it get a new one?

It's up to you.

For as long as I can remember...

I've been fighting to sharpen my skills

to be able to do things people want

to give joy, feel and thrills.

But as it turns out

No one seems genuinly interested

then why would I shout?

Why would I dance?

Why would I take place in any way?

it's stupid

If the worlds real thoughts are "get out of the way"

I will bring nothing positive to anyone by saying "here I am!"

It's time to stop.

What I create, and what i strive for, will happen in silence

It will be shared once the world wants it.

Mindtweak

When you realise everyone is a product of the past, you can see their memories in every action they do. You can know everything they say without being there.
When you've become finetuned enough you will read people through others.